okay, here it is.  laying it all out there because i can and i will.

there are many things in this crazy (specially now) world that i don’t and will never understand.  here is one that is not only troublesome but stupid and it will never, as long as i fucking live,  EVER make sense to me unless and until i hear an explanation that makes sense from those which it SHOULD make sense of some kind!

so.....my 40 something year old son loses his job of 13 years because some new asshole manager of him doesn’t like him cuz he’s gay, has purple hair and goes to burning man.  mmmm ok.  that would be called DISCRIMINATION in most places but since the fucking company in which he worked laid off 400 + people in the same timeframe, a law suit would have seemed frivolous!  BULLSHIT!!

From the first time my son told me about this new manager the conversation was about how the new manager didn’t like him for ‘some reason’.  HEL-FUCKING-LO.

anyhoot....so he gets laid off and somewhere in the same timeframe (i’m not sure when this occurred) my son is diagnosed with MS.  WTflying F????  This may have been another reason for him to be laid off.  who fucking knows!

Sooooo, son goes to work for Burning Man in some high-falutin capacity as GATE something and loves this job.  BUT somewhere along the line he gets hit in the head, either by falling or other wise, and gets a concussion which is debilitating!!  WTF again!?  Later, at some point very vague to me at this point, he is assaulted in San Francisco during a Burning Man thing! Not sure WTF here. Then so many other ’things’ happen to him.

bottom line: HE IS GONE TO US.  Us being his family, his partner/husband, his friends.  We do not know WhoTF he is or WTF he is doing, or with whom.

HOW DOES THIS FUCKING HAPPEN?????  I am crying all the time.  My brilliant son has disappeared from all of us who have known him to be a solid, wonderful, brilliant, caring and stable human.

SOMEONE PLEASE FIX THIS.