I haven't been on this site for quite some time on a consistent basis...but plan to use it frequently now...retirement, ya know.... I'm planning a cross-country road trip, but have been giving serious thought as to when the timing might be best...if i left this week it would be a northern route...if i wait...it may have to be a southern route. ya know? think this is an important bucket list thing. beginning to wonder how much longer one might be able to do this! ugh. it is really too bad that kids who were born after 9/11/2001 will never know what it is to NOT WORRY about being in some kind of horrible tragedy!! I NEVER knew this kind of fear as a kid. There was the shooting in TX with the kid in the school tower, don't even remember the circumstance, but it was so random and UNUSUAL, no one really gave it too much thought...this is different for some reason...too often, too random, too weird, too often, did i say that? I plan to blog all my way across the country...please no more of this!!

Navy Yard shooting 9/16/2013

oh, my God....I hate when this shit happens, and this time it's 5 blocks away. wtf. there are just WAAAYYY too many assholes out there willing to just blow people away. This is really unreal. I ride past this place on a weekly basis....past this facility....many of these folks are there when i ride by...we wave, say 'hi'....I FUCKING HATE THIS! what is wrong with this world anymore. Guess it's always been 'iffy' but now i'm in the middle of it...I guess. Please pray for the victims and their families...what a fucking tragedy.

Are all cities like this? I don't think so!!

A lady was walking with her baby in a stroller and 2 asshole teenagers approached her and demanded money...she told them she had none, so the older bastard pulls out what the lady believes to be a toy gun until he fires it and it grazes her ear...then the bastard says give me money or I'll shoot your baby! He shot the baby in the face killing him instantly! What the fuck!

I realize bad stuff happens everywhere, but DC has a problem, a major problem, with these little assholes who are quite literally bastards! Simply put, there is an attitude with people here..(I have no reason to be politically correct, and I am totally NOT a racist)..who for generations have deemed it their right to live off the government, have children with a different father every year, and just let the children live on the streets, maybe go to school, and have absolutely no respect for anyone or anything anywhere.

If I was queen I would send entire families back to where they believe their forefathers were dragged kicking and screaming from to become slaves here in America.....history tells us many of their forefathers were brought to America by ... Guess who? Nonwhite sellers...hmmm

I have a very close relative whom I love dearly....he is black, brilliant, a Stanford grad, with a beautiful wife and a daughter now attending Stanford -

A book every young black child in the District should read is "A Hope in the Unseen" written by Ron Suskind about a Ballou Senior High School student, (in DC) a smart kid in a scary place.

Get thyself up outta the filth and do something great.....

Omg. .... In DC 18 years as of 3/3/2013

Okay, picture this.... You've been married for 21 years - your (what u thought was the perfect husband) suddenly becomes a fuckhead... And who u thought was a friend? Is his fucking mistress....do ya ever get over this? Even after he dies? Guess it is possible...but I won't....sorry. Seriously, if I EVER see her I promise to kick the ever -loving SHIT out of her! Don't care if I am 90...she's gonna suffer...if I'm 90? She'll be damn close too!! SO.....thanks to her fucking ass, I have been OUT of California for 18 fucking years as of 3/3/2013. Granted, he played a giant role as an alcoholic w/PTSD... and there was HELP that he refused to get...as far back as 1989... Asshole. Sorry. Should I forgive & forget? Probably .... Will I? NAH..hurt way too deep, way too long....she will suffer if she EVER crosses my path, anywhere, anytime!!