Omg. .... In DC 18 years as of 3/3/2013

Okay, picture this.... You've been married for 21 years - your (what u thought was the perfect husband) suddenly becomes a fuckhead... And who u thought was a friend? Is his fucking mistress....do ya ever get over this? Even after he dies? Guess it is possible...but I won't....sorry. Seriously, if I EVER see her I promise to kick the ever -loving SHIT out of her! Don't care if I am 90...she's gonna suffer...if I'm 90? She'll be damn close too!! SO.....thanks to her fucking ass, I have been OUT of California for 18 fucking years as of 3/3/2013. Granted, he played a giant role as an alcoholic w/PTSD... and there was HELP that he refused to get...as far back as 1989... Asshole. Sorry. Should I forgive & forget? Probably .... Will I? NAH..hurt way too deep, way too long....she will suffer if she EVER crosses my path, anywhere, anytime!!