what next......

and the beat goes on....and on.....and on.

i’m not sure what causes some people’s lives to be so interrupted they cannot regain the control they once had over everything near and dear to them.  the how and why of this happening is way beyond anything anyone really knows.

my heart is breaking.  i am terrified that someone very loved by me and others will become depressed and so disheartened about life that he may not want to go on.  this is so terrifying.  i am talking him down as best i can but who knows what it really takes to get back to what will make you want to go on!?

i’ll monitor the situation best i can.  it’s really all i can do.