things went really well....just kinda 'out there', if ya know what i mean....loopy! it's the normal stuff that just seems different somehow.
no dreams last night, good night's sleep. toe cramps, but likely not related!
i'm off to California next week, wednesday through following tuesday....which means long flights. long flights usually kill me, so we'll see if there's a difference this time....like maybe the not being able to smoke for 7 hours won't cause me to have fits!
more later
home...sweet home
Tamarack at Sunset
State of Play - filmed 4/2/08 @ Harbour Square
Ben
Russell
holy shit!
GW Parkway in summer
rock on.....
the Lincoln Memorial
reflection of the Washington Monument
Mr Pimms
Boston Terror
About Me
- SoCal Transplant
- I'm old by some standards, young by others. I love my Boston Terrier, my grandson and granddaughers, not necessarily in that order. My 2 daughters and my son are wonderful, brilliant, successful, and out of the house. I have few friends but the ones I have are close and important.
california beach
snob
My man...
The Awakening - will awake in a different location
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okay, so we've done 2 days of taking 2 pills and i don't feel much different. i have noticed that taking that 2nd pill at night has made my dreams even more incredibly vivid. last night's dreams surrounded lots of current things - things that have happened over the past couple of months with immediate family. usually when i dream - if i remember the dream at all - it's about abstract shit. shit that happened in the past, my childhood home, our dogs - comforting shit. rarely do i have nightmares.
anyway, i'm still smoking, but a hell of a lot less! and, while the urge is sometimes there, i'm not all OMGINEEDASMOKE! i'm just kinda meh about it. "meh, i'll have one eventually. don't need one RIGHTMOTHERFUCKINGNOW."
i will say that sometimes i feel like i'm a stroke victim in that i have to THINK about certain things that were once reflex. for example, the order in which i get ready in the mornings - mascara, then hair drying vs. hair drying THEN mascara. and when i step away from the routine, i tend to forget shit. like, tomorrow i'll forget to put on anti-perspirant/deodorant and start sweating by 11am.
all in all, it's looking good. :)
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