and the beat goes on....and on.....and on.
i’m not sure what causes some people’s lives to be so interrupted they cannot regain the control they once had over everything near and dear to them. the how and why of this happening is way beyond anything anyone really knows.
my heart is breaking. i am terrified that someone very loved by me and others will become depressed and so disheartened about life that he may not want to go on. this is so terrifying. i am talking him down as best i can but who knows what it really takes to get back to what will make you want to go on!?
i’ll monitor the situation best i can. it’s really all i can do.
Wednesday, September 11, 2019
Thursday, July 5, 2018
okay, here it is. laying it all out there because i can and i will.
there are many things in this crazy (specially now) world that i don’t and will never understand. here is one that is not only troublesome but stupid and it will never, as long as i fucking live, EVER make sense to me unless and until i hear an explanation that makes sense from those which it SHOULD make sense of some kind!
so.....my 40 something year old son loses his job of 13 years because some new asshole manager of him doesn’t like him cuz he’s gay, has purple hair and goes to burning man. mmmm ok. that would be called DISCRIMINATION in most places but since the fucking company in which he worked laid off 400 + people in the same timeframe, a law suit would have seemed frivolous! BULLSHIT!!
From the first time my son told me about this new manager the conversation was about how the new manager didn’t like him for ‘some reason’. HEL-FUCKING-LO.
anyhoot....so he gets laid off and somewhere in the same timeframe (i’m not sure when this occurred) my son is diagnosed with MS. WTflying F???? This may have been another reason for him to be laid off. who fucking knows!
Sooooo, son goes to work for Burning Man in some high-falutin capacity as GATE something and loves this job. BUT somewhere along the line he gets hit in the head, either by falling or other wise, and gets a concussion which is debilitating!! WTF again!? Later, at some point very vague to me at this point, he is assaulted in San Francisco during a Burning Man thing! Not sure WTF here. Then so many other ’things’ happen to him.
bottom line: HE IS GONE TO US. Us being his family, his partner/husband, his friends. We do not know WhoTF he is or WTF he is doing, or with whom.
HOW DOES THIS FUCKING HAPPEN????? I am crying all the time. My brilliant son has disappeared from all of us who have known him to be a solid, wonderful, brilliant, caring and stable human.
SOMEONE PLEASE FIX THIS.
there are many things in this crazy (specially now) world that i don’t and will never understand. here is one that is not only troublesome but stupid and it will never, as long as i fucking live, EVER make sense to me unless and until i hear an explanation that makes sense from those which it SHOULD make sense of some kind!
so.....my 40 something year old son loses his job of 13 years because some new asshole manager of him doesn’t like him cuz he’s gay, has purple hair and goes to burning man. mmmm ok. that would be called DISCRIMINATION in most places but since the fucking company in which he worked laid off 400 + people in the same timeframe, a law suit would have seemed frivolous! BULLSHIT!!
From the first time my son told me about this new manager the conversation was about how the new manager didn’t like him for ‘some reason’. HEL-FUCKING-LO.
anyhoot....so he gets laid off and somewhere in the same timeframe (i’m not sure when this occurred) my son is diagnosed with MS. WTflying F???? This may have been another reason for him to be laid off. who fucking knows!
Sooooo, son goes to work for Burning Man in some high-falutin capacity as GATE something and loves this job. BUT somewhere along the line he gets hit in the head, either by falling or other wise, and gets a concussion which is debilitating!! WTF again!? Later, at some point very vague to me at this point, he is assaulted in San Francisco during a Burning Man thing! Not sure WTF here. Then so many other ’things’ happen to him.
bottom line: HE IS GONE TO US. Us being his family, his partner/husband, his friends. We do not know WhoTF he is or WTF he is doing, or with whom.
HOW DOES THIS FUCKING HAPPEN????? I am crying all the time. My brilliant son has disappeared from all of us who have known him to be a solid, wonderful, brilliant, caring and stable human.
SOMEONE PLEASE FIX THIS.
Thursday, April 16, 2015
Friday, July 25, 2014
Okay, it is getting close to take off for my 'road trip with doggie'. I am really getting excited. i may run into some kinda weather, and have to stay longer somewhere than planned, but it'll be all good.
hmmmm the date now is April 2015...and I don’t know why we woulda been on yet another road trip at this time???
anyhoot...nada...no trip, road or other!! ;-\
hmmmm the date now is April 2015...and I don’t know why we woulda been on yet another road trip at this time???
anyhoot...nada...no trip, road or other!! ;-\
so...starting on my cross-country road trip on 12/2/2013....so if you have no interest in OLD posts, ignore them. I would start a new blog just for the trip, but why? I like the crap in this one, and if you have no interest, don't read the old posts.
Today is WEDNESDAY November 27, 2013, day before Thanksgiving.. all day i've been packing/moving stuff, to prepare to go to Ader's for dinner/people/stuff for tomorrow. Hoping Nate will spend a nite or two with me before i take off for 3 months...
Today is WEDNESDAY November 27, 2013, day before Thanksgiving.. all day i've been packing/moving stuff, to prepare to go to Ader's for dinner/people/stuff for tomorrow. Hoping Nate will spend a nite or two with me before i take off for 3 months...
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